PokerStars!

It is official. I am a poker superstar.....I finished 4th in a local casino tournament. Made a little money at that one.

It is like the door to good and evil has just opened. I can see both the sudden value and demise of my life. It is a delicate balance...the whole thing between addiction and winning. Addicted to the winning, addicted to the rush of the game, addicted to the battle of wills. I hate the losing. I hate the loss of money. Dammit, why does poker taunt me.

It is the best of times, it is the worst of times.